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Name: Christina
Location: Houston, Texas, United States
Birthday: 4/21/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Useless quotations, random books. Stories about women who are self involved. Classic books that make me feel smarter. Having good hair. Awesome music, ranging from Breaking Benjamin to Arturo Sandoval to Cake to Kelly Clarkson. Sharing Is Caring. Jazz. Latin. Hip hop. Rock. Alternative. Food. Travel. Collecting purses. Being overly organized in a completely unorganized sort of way (very OCD-ish, but I don't have a problem. I swear.). Compulsive buying. College.
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Expertise: April Fools. Having great hair. Fashion. Knowing everything about anything on Thursdays at 4 o'clock. Sharing. Shopping. Cooking. Starbucks. Copying. Recreating.
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Banking/Finance
Email: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  missriz21
AIM:  madamvp05
Member Since:
11/24/2004
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| Why is it that when I try to move on, the past just comes back to haunt me? Really.... after everything that happened, I am just not sure how to handle the situation. Thank goodness that I am here in Nac and not in Houston.
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| I'm so frustrated with everything going on in my life right now.... I'm pretty sure everything is falling apart... Which is definitely not how I wanted things to go.
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| I feel like something is missing in my life right now... maybe I am just fearful that I've put myself in the same position I did last year.  And the only people I can talk to about this are not even in Nac and I need them to be.
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| - I'm sorry I didn't get to see you this weekend... I really did want to... but I'm scared.
- In the back of my mind I think I am holding out because I hope something will really happen
- I am extremely excited about the fact that I have two weeks left of class for the fall semester
- My room looks like a hurricane disaster zone and I have absolutely NO motivation to clean it up at all
- Sometimes life seems to be crushing me
- This weekend is going to be amazing... maybe I will get to see Oscar <3
- I hope you come tomorrow... it would make my week so much better
- I have been praying for guidance. Hopefully it will come soon
- Two months until Bid Dinner.... it's all going by so fast.... where is the time going??
- Being a senior in college is so different from high school... in HS you just want to get out and be on your own and find yourself. College, though, is the place you don't want to leave. You have found yourself and your family and the end comes, for some, way too soon.
- I have FINALLY found my halloween costume... I'm excited.
- I am so thankful for my best friends, and I am thankful that they put up with me for all the crap I make them go through
- You are amazing, and you have changed my life and there is not a day that I do not say thank you to Jesus for putting you in my life
- Being home in Houston makes me realize how much I miss the hustle and bustle of city-life
- I wish the aliens would return my brain they stole... I need it back to finish my senior project!
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| It's that time of the year again. The time of year when I start to pull all-nighters for weeks on end. That time of the year where classes start to blur together because while you have five classes, they are all taught by the same professor. But, this year is different. This year is different because I only have 3 more weeks of class for the semester.... On one hand, it's amazing. Done at mid-terms and not have to worry about mountains of homework until February! On the other hand... I am about to pull my brains (and my ovaries!) of my body.
I just feel old... the physical, mental and emotional stress of having 3 and 4 hour classes putting together my senior project is taking a much heavier toll on my body than I anticipated... Because really, I knew it was going to be difficult.
Maybe factoring in TBS VPME & Fashion Club Pres, along with AMA (not that I really do anything there in the first place) makes a little more sense as to why I'm so exhausted all the time... But both TBS and FMC are going really well, despite the fact that I feel like I'm going crazy and people don't understand what I'm talking about.
And as much as I don't miss home, I miss it that much more. Such a complicated emotion, I know. But I guess it's more me missing my MT friends and Mister down there in H-town.
I keep waiting for somethings to slow down so I can catch up... but it just doesn't seem to be working out so well that way. Maybe the next two weekends will be better; KG is coming home with me to Houston this weekend and we are going to Dallas next weekend for Fashion at the Park.... Hopefully it will not be as eventful as last year. If there is one thing I definitely do not have time for, it is being broken.
The end is so far, but really, so close and I can't decide if I want it to be here or not. A little of both I think... One day at a time is how I take it now, because that's the only way I can function.
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